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Do you ever feel like the right one has passed through your fingers.. you weren't sure while they were there but now that they are gone you know for sure.... but they are so far away and now your not sure how to tell them.. or if you even should..
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[19 Sep 2005|07:17pm] |
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What the FUck
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| Pain Reborn |
[17 Jul 2005|03:39am] |
pushed away everyone who once cared
relised that i'm not all that
hope for once you could all see
that it truely sucks to be me
i can't hold in anymore
no more does it matter
for we all will be gone soon
but more does it hurt
when it comes from you
i want to be happy for once in my life
i want to be complete for once in my life
if once i knew what it is i could do
hold on tight i would for it's what i must do
i cry inside when i see you
i die inside when i know your gone
can't control can't hold on gonna burst from it all
i've lost those who once really cared
i've lost them long ago
but now i'm lonely wondering where they have gone
but now when it matters most they are not to be found
is it really that much over
is it truely gone
i wish i could forgive everyone for what i've done
but i can't and it wont so now i sit alone
til soon i die at home
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| So true so true |
[18 Jan 2005|09:32pm] |
 | You scored as Reel Big Fish. You should Listen to Reel Big Fish. (My Personal Favorite)
Everybody's doing the fish.
Reel Big Fish | | 85% | The Skatalites | | 65% | Less Thank Jake | | 65% | The Mighty Mighty Bosstones | | 65% | The Aquabats! | | 60% | Operation Ivy | | 40% | </td>
Which Ska Band should you listen to?
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[01 Jan 2005|06:10pm] |
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I'm Truely Pathetic
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[07 Dec 2004|05:47pm] |
To fill my life and not be happy.... is it even worth living
To fill my life and live for others.... is it even my life
I try .... I fail
I'm sorry.... To late
Unforgiven I hope to go.... A lesson for all
Do what makes you happy
No matter who become unwell
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| CONCERT |
[21 Jan 2004|08:08pm] |
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THIS SATURDAY AT 7 AT THE JCC (Jewish Community Center) BATTLE OF THE BANDS.. 6 BANDS... BRING SOME CASH.. COME HAVE A BLAST
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| News from the Underground |
[15 Nov 2003|12:41pm] |
For anyone who reads this come up to Walled Lake Northern at 7 oclock on Thursday November 20th for the fucking worlds greatest rock show. my band .. Plynth ... is opening for The Beginning.. its going to be sweet like 3 dollars at the door.. so come to our show you'll love it..
Plynth.... the Beginning .. concert . cheap.. going to rule come for gods sake . what else you going to be doing on a Thursday at 7 oclock... please come i will love you more than i already do.
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| Loner on a popcycle |
[07 Nov 2003|03:51pm] |
Forgotten like yesterdays mail
We hit it off but we had to fail
Did the pleasure we share mean anything
Or was it the curse of a winter fling
So many questions left unturned
but would we really want to turned them over
forged the through the snow we made a deal
the deal was silent but we had to seal
for things have become
so different in so many ways
moves our ways like a damn dog day
forgotten like yesterdays mail
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| Jump out of my head you dirty rag |
[02 Nov 2003|08:59pm] |
Flirting with pleasure
your mind hypnotized
transigure the pain
with a welcome gesture
never was a man more afraid than i
something wrong and you had to die
feelings of misdoubt
confusion and awe
let it all go
pick a different route
did you ever stop to think of why
the stupid human race has to fly
turblance and unseen roads
block the way for the frightful toads
look around and see what you miss
for something great is in the bliss
unfinished for sure
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| SADDEST NEW EVER |
[27 Oct 2003|07:11pm] |
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HEY YA _ Andre 3000 |
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Today i read an article about OutKast.. and my heart was broke.. Andre 3000 wants to be done with OutKast.. thats why the albums were seperate.. he doesn't wana tour or do anything like that.. i think i'm going to go kill myself on that news.. no probably not.. but i'm going to be extremely pissed off and sad for a while.
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| Key moments to Homecoming |
[25 Oct 2003|11:05pm] |
Probably the shitty DJ i've ever heard
mixed in with an already present feeling of not wanting to be there
you can't leave
your lock in school to 11 oclock.
BEING KICK OUT OF HOMECOMING
for wearing a dress
makes one wonder
who to impress
going home now having to speak
telling my parent that i am weak
but to state again
BEING KICK OUT OF WLN HOMECOMING 2003 was probably my best moment
its not like the dress was revealing
it went to my shins
but my pants were at my ankles
that made everyone sin
fuck tonight
and fuck tomorrow
gona sit in my room and
enjoy the sarrow.
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| To yesterdays Comments |
[18 Oct 2003|12:28pm] |
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Toadies - Possum Kingdom |
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you think you know something.. but in truth you know nothing.. you need to grow up, more than i do, maybe not more, but i'm trying and your just sinking into a more immature state everyday.. grow up and move on.. laugh about it but dont start jokes with out the intent of finishing them.. grow up. be the bigger man and maybe in fact those around you will grow up too....
hmmm so you listened to Rusted Root but i gues you didn't listen to all of there words. you dont know me well so i'd wished you'd head your own direction with out me in it..
to everyone.. thanks and the game is over for me.. my mind has changed more than you think to let you know shit you says hurts and stays with me now, i dont let it just slip by like before, hope all of your lives work out. good night for ever more.
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| Question of the day |
[16 Oct 2003|08:46pm] |
If you say your over with me and done with me.. WHY THE FUCK DO YOU TALK SO MUCH ABOUT ME??
ask your self that
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| fick dish |
[14 Oct 2003|09:50pm] |
Fight me if you want
but the pain will be unbearable
i wont listen i dont care
things i do i do for myself
if you get step on
pick your self and quit crying
i'm an asshole and told you
did you listen
hell no
your eyes were closed
by the blanket i put
on you to keep you
where i wanted you
never let your self
me to another
love yourself
and no one other
find me offensive
find me dirt
pick your self up
and put on a skirt
no need waiting
when we are so far apart
nothing incommon
and you thought you had a chance
maybe you did but time showed not
hate me and fight me all you want
make your self up and forget me not
did you believe that happiness was close
to far to tell to far to care
mom came bye good night
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| Zoned out |
[06 Oct 2003|10:18pm] |
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Fishing for a feeling
a feeling i lost so long ago
i came to notice what i was missing
but its to far out and i fear
i fear it will never come back
you've moved away
and my mind still isn't done
i love you now and i fear
i fear it will never end
did i do anything wrong
of course i did
i used others to get you out of my head
it worked til it back fired
and now i feel you again
in my mind in my head
swimming around eatting at my thoughts
drugs are gone and so are you
but i feel them returning
with a burning pasion
for regret and revenge
why did i have to see you
why did you step into my life again
you didn't mean to but you did
even tho it was for twenty minutes tops
but you were there close to me
you hugged me and told me to call you
but you know i'm to after
fuck fuck fuck life
fuck fuck fuck you
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| Venom in my Spine |
[05 Oct 2003|06:47pm] |
Suicide passes through my mind once again
and all i do is fuck things over more and more
didn't mean to hurt you or anyone but i did
and i should die for it
i need someone to hold me down and stop me
but are we all after the same thing
just heading in all different directions
i'm exiting your life and i'm exiting everyones
no more hurt, no more pain
you will live on and i will stuck here in the earth
unable to move in my coffin of resent
more anger you bring
the more love i give
i fuck with your mind
and make you love blind
tomorrow will come
and i shall forget
try to make right
but i want you to fight
come at me with hate
come at me with pain
make me wish i wasn't alive
more than i already do
sorry for being alive
sorry for being making you cry
time for me to die
good bye
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| Luck be my baby tonight |
[27 Sep 2003|12:09am] |
Tonight was fun went to a cafe and listened to a band for like 3 hours then they asked if i wanted to play with them.. it was mega fun.. sorry for not hanging out but you seemed upset.. my eyes was kicked and it is now fucked up forever.. going to bed
did help lose your head
or was your mind rearranged
when you made up your bed
i've tried to move on
but i'm still with in you
lost and confused
just dont know what to do
my insides are twisted
i single hand fisted
forgotten and abused
lost and confused
does this on to long
or am i just wrong
running and running
away
spiders and insects
crawl in your skull
mind in disalusion
seeing not at all
for why do we try
lie here and die
mourning and crying
lost and confused
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[25 Sep 2003|07:46pm] |
sellout wang was a beautiful man
fuck with the neighbors
had a hell of a time
in the dark i try to type...
waiting for icecream man..
neighbor kids say he is adrug dealer..
ants on the wheel fuck up and down
smuck, what the fuck man
no one is going down through hell unless
they come threw me
I IN THE MOOD FOR ICECREAM
dam the machine..
gone baby gone... gone
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| kicking shit out of luck |
[23 Sep 2003|11:03pm] |
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sorry if i made any one feel angery or mad at me just like i said once before dont listen to what i say on this cuz its not really anything special to me .. its thoughts i write and forget... never was there such a sad basketball game .. thank you Poms for that, it was very good but very very saddening.. love to all .. and fuck to the rest
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